Take me home

...this year of hell,
all I learned, still forsaken,
condemned to walk alone.
edge of this broken world,
my wings is all but gone,
fate only gave me a broken heart,
hope has moved on,
grace not holding on,
my soul sleeps somewhere cold,
the spirit still run trough my veins,
guided by the stars,
in this darkness all alone,
my pain bleeds more than before,
no one listens, no one see anymore.

I can barely eat for the day,
all of my true self is caged,
my passions is fast asleep,
still they hold on to me,
come on, ye of little of faith.

Was I just sent to just survive,
almost always nearly making it,
saved from death thousand times,
just to make true love laugh in my face,
always on the run,
demons making havoc of my bones.

Still at night,
alone with millions of fireflies,
all dancing in the ceiling,
as I close my eye,
thousands looking back at me,
I am one with everything.

I just hope,
heaven knows what they'r doing,
always leading me,
Im loosing control again,
not knowing where Im ending up,
Im further away from coming home.

Virtues

...fate, hope and love,
this is my body and soul,
dont pin it all on me,
It's your vices and virtues...

Upon a star

...I still dream,
looking upon a star,
that blinks my way.
Shivers of energies,
stories I would share,
the magic within,
soar and wants to be free,
being the child I was born to be...

Im Questionmark

...here i go, go round and round

dreams fall

...my dreams fall,
worlds get ripped apart,
nothing left of me,
humanity in me is all gone,
I have no hope for one and all,
all you ever did was unmade me,
this life aint worth it anymore,
reality splinters in-front of me,
torment of this pain will not heal...

Shadows

...Im just goin back to the shadows
more hurt , more alone , more pain
than I was before
I cant take this anymore
my hopes and dreams
are near nothing at all.
I dont think I have it in me
to be able to stand yet again.
Fate, hope and love
has only given me utter misery,
life does not want me here,
as if Im not of this earth at all,
Im just falling apart
Putting on a clown face
just trying to fake it
so no one ever see
Im living in my worst hell
the ultimate observer,
an astronaut with perfect high view,
can walk in any shoes,
go trough time and space,
see trough every eye,
create endless wonders and fantasies,
yet with strings that only the universe can play,
I am one, one of a kind, the only one.
within a void of darkness where only I shine.

in the dark

...it is getting cold,
not just without but within,
remembrance of your eye
still linger deep inside.
I used up all my hope,
I cant feel it anymore.
diluted my very existence,
turned all there faces away.
My star faints, loosing its might.
I am all alone in this spotlight.
A stage written on the walls,
Echoes trough time and space.
I settle down in the shadows again,
All the signs repeat them self,
surrounding myself with my only friends.
In the dark no judgment is called,
we are one, above it all,
there love and hearts, it's all I got...

Hell Oh Hello

...hear the devil calling,
pay him what is due,
not even my own bills,
taking blame for everyone else,
these are your sins not my own,
a good man dropped way down below.
into darkest of hell, walks this path all alone.
My light is not what it once was before,
Archangels rising up a super storm,
singing my name, preparing for war,
oh lord, let me the creator come home...

Time To Run

...I run, not away,

I run, running with you,

leading the right way,

in my shade you can live again,

By eternal light I am made,

time and space opens up the gates,

be brave, all the bridges are being made,

I will redeem every single one of you,

focus on me, follow my ley line,.
feel my heart beats echo,

the void fills with marvelous dreams,

calling all of your names in the darkness,

there is always a home in my house,

a forever land where all is equal, 

in its center shines my tower so tall,
you never have to be afraid again,

Im the creator, I will never turn you away.

this is prophecy,

I will rise abundances of places and heavens,

multitude for each and everyone of you,
this is my true destiny...

Let there be light

...formations flows trough my being,
laying one string after another,
resonating thoughts of new beginnings,
in parallels I create all out of nothing,
my beacon housing my light,
thundering trough with all its might,
endless streams of dreams,
all now begins, create endless possibilities,
this is all my love, my throne,
a set of new worlds that shall begin,
as my pen writes there name,
all within now starts to shape,
As an astronaut I may be,
this is why I came.
It will not be that far,
just like a twinkle little star,
one day when you can reach,
I be there with open arms...

My GateWay

...out of nothing I start to bring light, a tower so tall, 
within I create everlasting moments, 
gates to the marvelous unknown. 
My dreams resonates of time and space, 
all powered from my never ending love, 
as creator here I will eternally stay.
Construction starts and The journey begins...

Roadbuilders

...Im gone but not forgotten,
no one speaks the truth,
stares at the walls,
all them words they written,
my heart starts to bleed,
they dont know what there are doing,
wandering in circles,
all biting there own tail,
sleeping and only telling lies,
not knowing black from white,
colors of your past fades away,
few of us keeps the star within,
we maintain & keep the roads built,
hopes of they all will line in,
dreams for the few,
fate, hope and love for the many...

I the caretaker

...in this corner I sit still,
swaying back and forth,
darkness starts to unfold,
in my head, heaven is straight ahead,
the fire within me starts to breathe,
even in these chains you cant stop me,
my dark soul starts to enraged swirl,
every dark portal starts to resonate,
in this darkness I am redeemed,
all the power that was given to me,
Gods almighty sword cuts the night,
in parallel out of time and space,
from nothing my white tower arise,
before it seeding a forever dream land,
eye of the true light that will never die,
a beacon for all where the caretaker forever lives,
sharing knowledge and visions that forever will be,
Miracle gates can open up to travel within,
showing the pure love that gave its birth,
now to be known as when heaven invaded earth...