...lot has changed, not necessarily for the better,
the chronic depression and rest of diagnoses does not go away,
still trapped in personal hell, constant warwithin, cant find escape or relief.
Got sponsored by the local care unit with an edema strain wraps system,
yet another thing I have to just live with for the rest of my life.
Slowly keeping my newly diagnoses of diabetes in check,
meds and more meds... Piles up with other symptoms like edema.
Aftermath of the total breakdown, suicide attempt and psychoses,
took living in misery for 7 years, then got help of my kids to break the circle,
changed apartment to start from scratch, most thrown away & clothes on my back.
Now still deteriorating health due not having relief and time to heal,
everything just piling up, already multiple persistent chronic disorders,
just something doctors say I have to balance and just live with...
Still alone trying to make a home for myself, restart my life,
get a social life back up to start heal for once.
Hopefully also get back being a creator again
One positive, gifted bit more clothes from my kids, sure warms my heart.
Part from begging on socialmedia during these 7 years,
recently also tried to have a gofundme, no avail there either.
As mentioned got zero credit score, living on existence minimum, sick pension.
My working days are over, just trapped, only way out is kindness of others.
I keep fighting alone in the dark, trying to reach out.
One way to help, let me have better tools to coop and create,
can gift buy trough Amazon
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1I7ZODE7PN4MT?ref_=wl_share
Also trough Amazon Sweden
https://www.amazon.se/hz/wishlist/ls/BBU3LJU2PS70?ref_=wl_share
There is also on the right ontop of the blog, links to my paypal and wiretransfer.