Even more...sigh

 ...it just piling up,
trying to keep my multi diagnosis in check while
ontop having permanent edema and diabetes
now also extra heavy medicated and investigations for heart murmur,
was in the emergency room 3 times already.
If thats not enough my teeth is acting up cant afford it to fix it,
so just fuels all my already conditions.
Now the fucking state will start to foreclosure on my sick pension,
that is already strained by all extra monthly costs from all of the above,
to the point I cant not live for the month.

Emergency !

 ...yet another nosedive, real #Heart trouble,
two days on intensive emergency heart care, 
health deteriorating #feelsbadman
losing everything...

//even had to make an emergency dental operation,
everything is piling up and now Im broke....

everything piling up, getting permanent and chronic,
its all from edema, diabetes to chronic depression, gad and more disorders.
Over ten types of medicines and remedies to add on to rest of my life, as it seems.
Now also deteriorating dental and heart issues, waiting for extensive referrals.
As doctors just states "there is something wrong" and leaves me with that.

Now the last slap in the face, also needed a apnea testing & solution,
the referral came today saying, I will get an appointment in 12 months.

Goodbye Mama

 ...my mother recently killed herself, goodbye mama