end of me

...good man going trough hell,
thought something could heal these wounds,
pain is all I have left,
cursed are all your lias and games,
Guess I get comfort that a liar is always one,
in the end alone in her own web.
Worst part is they never see it, until its to late.
Im the only one who can say I did nothing wrong.
Dont think I can overcome,
I should had been dead,
smashing my head to oblivion,
laying uncunciouse for a day,
wanted to end it right there and then.
Yet like a puppet the woke me up again,
only to go trough this hell,
been several years now,
no one really can relate, Im alone
way back might take to long,
I might never love again,
I leave it up to fate, Im done....

The End Of this blog

IamOne

...bending the rules,
I can do anything,
time and space obeys me,
yet I cant save myself,
only to help others,
I keep running,
Trapped in my own mind,
a never ending circle,

must had fractured the universe,

responsible for billions of lives,
cursed to live forever in misery,
all because of something I have not done yet.
Its written on the walls,
resonating signs throughout time,
cant be argued,
My eye on the horizon
as ocean hits the shoreline,
everything is just wrong,
waiting for someone...