Take me home

...this year of hell,
all I learned, still forsaken,
condemned to walk alone.
edge of this broken world,
my wings is all but gone,
fate only gave me a broken heart,
hope has moved on,
grace not holding on,
my soul sleeps somewhere cold,
the spirit still run trough my veins,
guided by the stars,
in this darkness all alone,
my pain bleeds more than before,
no one listens, no one see anymore.

I can barely eat for the day,
all of my true self is caged,
my passions is fast asleep,
still they hold on to me,
come on, ye of little of faith.

Was I just sent to just survive,
almost always nearly making it,
saved from death thousand times,
just to make true love laugh in my face,
always on the run,
demons making havoc of my bones.

Still at night,
alone with millions of fireflies,
all dancing in the ceiling,
as I close my eye,
thousands looking back at me,
I am one with everything.

I just hope,
heaven knows what they'r doing,
always leading me,
Im loosing control again,
not knowing where Im ending up,
Im further away from coming home.